When there’s an urging to seek, it doesn’t come from us, but it can only be quenched from within. This urging is from the love of the Universe, but this will not be known if we’re marred in the absorption of our self.
It’s kind of funny the way things work, we have this inner yearning to find God or whatever it is we are seeking, but the urge to seek doesn’t come from us, it comes from what we are seeking. If we seek love it’s love that causes us to seek. If it’s God that we seek, it’s from God’s urging that we seek. It’s this way for everything, we seek peace because peace is calling us to seek it. Our inner yearnings are awakened by the the love of the Universe so we can be who we truly are, being absorbed in our self is our disconnect to this love.
We are a product of the Universe. We are not a product of ourselves. We did not call for our creation, nor do we call for the time when it will end. Our existence is a product of the Universe and the energy transformed to awaken is from the Universe. This is why we can’t really do anything to transform ourselves. We can only do the necessary practice to allow our heart to open so the Universe can fill us. But even this is not of our doing, the practice itself is from the urging of the Universe.
We have an urge to practice because the Universe is calling. The reason some practice and some don’t is because the noise in the head is so loud the still small voice within isn’t heard. Even though our urging seems as though it’s from an outside source, we are connected to all of life so the still small voice can only be heard from the stillness within.
Through our Conditioned Mind we are marred in our self absorption, but understand this too is an urging from the Universe, its just not one that produces love. Energy always is, its just a matter of listening to the urging, and following where it directs you. We seek because the Universe calls us, we see because the veil of a Conditioned Mind is removed and our energy is then directed by the director of that in which we seek.
Spirituality is not magical for a selected few who think they’re special, it’s available to anyone who makes it a practice to listen to the outer urging from within. The Universe calls, but are you listening? And if you think you are listening, are you hearing the true message or are you making up your own message to fulfill a self absorbed urging? It takes much quietness to hear the Universe’s urging, but the alternative is to follow our own urgings. Now that’s scary because most of those urgings arise because one is absorbed in self.